End of 2010

Many has find fault in each other.

Many has seen weaknesses in each other.

Many has witness the downfall of each other.

But how many are there that stand beside you and help you out?

Let's not be a witnesses of weaknesses, faults, downfall but a witnesses of Christ showing love to everyone no matter weak or strong, beautiful or not, handsome or not, but be of Him who evangelists through life and words for His words applies into His life.

2010 has been a great big struggle but awesome year.. I see my weaknesses in many area, my stumbling block for Him and my lowly Faith in Him.. All my faults has brought me down and it's hard to start again and build it up.. Never there is any easy passage to gain back who He is in me for once you are in, it's never easy to get out from the grasp of the evil one.. However, as I struggle and wrestle and build myself again through hardship, I found another kind of God comparing to who He was in me last time (He is still who He is but now i realize another character of Him).. I use to think He is my Guardian who guard me, saves me, and lead me but now I've found Him to be a Father of Love that has shown me mercy and grace and most of all His unconditional Love.. I'll never forget these experiences and hardship and discipline I have gone through.. :)

Nothing could describe my feeling now except sorrow, solemness and happiness that the Old has gone and the new has come..

All Praises to God. Boldly I claim He is my Lord of Life.

Doing my best to not be intimidate by who He is, but boldly sharing who He is in my Life through my life.

God Bless.

Though it seems hard, though at times giving up has been an option, though it hurts a lot

Let's not easily be tempted to give up.

Let's help.

Our problem are smaller in Him (but do settle it too :) )

Stupid?Maybe

Stupid mouth causes anyone to get hurt and get dismayed. What causes such stupidity to happen? Didn't use his brain? Being not wise in what he do? what he think? The way he act? Guess most of it is because overwhelm by his stupidity emotions and thoughts where room for others are so limited that he wasn't able to receive more.

Proverbs 10 : 19

When words are many, sin is not absent,
but he who holds his tongue is wise.

Guess I'm just being too quick with my tongue and judge people unintentionally. Perhaps. Need more patience? Definitely. Rather than wanting people to understand me, why don't i keep this away and understand people more? One has to sacrifice and I'm willing to learn it.

Proverbs 26 : 1

Like a snow in summer or rain in harvest, honor is not fitting for a fool.

I'm such a fool that I never deserve honor.

Guess nothing can explain much of how i felt. But I'm truly sorry for what happens.

Sorry.

Rather

Rather than playing, why don't we play lesser but work more to improve skills?

Rather than traveling, it's fun i know, but why don't we travel with a purpose? Mission trip? Helping people? Performing? Miming? and many more~ =D

Rather than sitting at home, why don't we don sit at home so much but expose ourselves to the world and to fellowship with others to understand people characteristic, people mindset, and to encourage each other.

Rather than facebooking for few hours, why don't we reduce it and do something meaningful?

Rather than sleeping more than you need, why don't we do some exercise to keep the temple of God healthy for His glory?

Rather than yam chaing at night so many times, why don't we get some good sleep at home so that the next day we are as fresh as morning breeze~ ahhh.. refreshing~

Rather than being negative to everyone, why not share ur thoughts to certain people you trust and be positive to others coz everyone need encouragement =)

Rather than waiting for people to invite us to go out, why don't we start the initiative to invite people to go out? =)

Rather than loving one person entirely, why don't we love everyone together? Everyone is human after all =D


There are so many rather.. what shall I take? of coz all!! but it's so hard.. shall take one at a time.. start with 2nd Rather~ =P

Activating Myself~

HARD GAY DOH!! =D

FOOOOOO!!!

Hmmmm

Recently I just felt so useless....


Wondering, Why can't i get things right? Why can't i use my time well? Why can't i do the right thing?

Fuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Highlights of the High Lights!

It has been 1 week since holiday started.

Well, there are times which are not fruitful but then still Praise God for everything He has done in my life. But then, guess i still need more time to learn more from Him.

Been going out a lot with Ex - Pressie! Eric Ong Chee Hoe =D but i enjoyed the time together.. it's been long since we get to talk together.. and we talked on many stuff and issue until even though we haven't bath, we still drive down to Ipoh McD just to eat ice-cream! haha.. it was cool..

Then we had a one night session on Diabloing!!! hahaha... well, so long never do such things.. but it's still nice! but Tiring.!! No MORE!! haha.

 Then we had day out to Teluk Batik just to relax and have fun. Haha.. it's cool! Sun is burning! We had a small aquarium which Kristee is taking care of.. and many kids catch aquatic animals for her to keep.. haha.. Got jellyfish, fish, crab, and lots more! haha.. Then we go Sitiawan for some seafood which is highly praise by many people especially Sitiawan ppl! haha.. well, it's nice, but Sabah the best!! hehehe =D

Then we had movie night in my place watching To Save A Life. It's a nice movie =) watch it! Hope all of you will learn something and grow together..

Then we had Dinner on 11/10/10 in my place too! Thanks for everyone! haha.. Even though many mistakes i had done!!! Utter incorrect English! Mess up the cooks! House quite dirty! but I hope all of us enjoy the fun! i Believe it could be better!! haha.. Thanks from trusting me with ur tummy in risk! hahaha.. Anyway~~!! really enjoy all this moment. After that, sorry ahh!! ask so many question! hehe.. But i enjoy hearing all your talks... like a small cell group! haha.. then we celebrated Fredson and Tabitha birthday.. All also gila-gila! but tired. haha





Well, apart from all this excitement. There are also unhappy thing resolve around me. Shirley mom has been omitted to hospital due to a Tumor and is going to undergo operation.. I hope everything will be well taken care in God's hand. Continue to pray for her mom. hope i can visit her one day!

Then, my own life has not been much fruitful then i expected. There are downs which i face in my life during my holiday time.. I feel so weak spiritually, physically and mentally. But then, i won't give up in seeking Him.. I use to have this word call Faith in my life, but it's fading away and I will grab it back! Wrestle Wrestle with God.

Then i have bad news which i couldn't express. But i believe God has His plan! and I hope everything will be Fine!!! Please Lord!

Guess thats all! =)

Looking forward for the CF camp. Objective Set! Keep me in prayer if you remember me. Thanks!

I hope we cherish all the joyful moment we had in our life.

And to grow together strongly in Christ.

And to nurture each other with His word.

And to stand up again to face the Giant.

And to remember, we are made to love each other in Christ love.

Love you guys and girls!! =D

God Bless.

Post Morterm Exam

Everyone likes to talk about exam when exam come... so many post about exam exam exam! SO.. me too!! =D
Something i would like to share about my "Exam"

Hmm.. today is my last paper..

Story begins
 
When i was on the way to university!
I was walking to Block H.. as i walk.. i was thinking...
Hmmmmm... exam exam!! Havent memorize... only read through..
AS i walk MORE!.... Suddenly i thought of this

Christians... they never stop having exam (not to say Christian only.. but i emphasize it)

They have school exam.. like since kindergarten?

They have Baptism exam?

They have bible knowledge exam?

haha.. i was thinking.. since the beginning, when we were born.. we always have exam in our life.. no matter school or not.. life is an exam to go through..

Let me give u an example for my theory and definition above.. hehehehe

Today when i walk to block H.. i was dreaming as i look front.. and in front of me.. there is this girl who wear shorts.. i mean real shorts!! then i was just looking at her while dreaming..... THEN!!! Suddenly she touch her butt........ i was like.. oh!! crap!! gosh!! temptation... to look at her.... then i realize every time in life.. no matter where you are... no matter how strong you are.. how weak... We are always being tested by God.. God's Exam Period = Neverend.. How to score? overcome every sinful nature.. it's hard.. but never give up!



Galatians 5 : 16

" So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature."

I would like to say sorry too for all the sins i've done... and i believe God will renew me...

How about you? God is God of forgiveness and love and grace and mercy.. Don't be afraid to come back to Him with a sincere heart...

God Bless.

Oh YA!! I din purposely look at the girl ya!! Dreaming ok!! hahaha.. =)



Langkawi Here i COME!!

On the Day

Each day brings a different meaning,
Either good or bad,
It has its own meaning.

Good day bring joyous moment,
or maybe boring?
or maybe unforgettable moment.
It brings a laughter to a person face,
A smile that will light the world
A smile that will shine around people.

Bad day brings sad moment,
Wondering why it happen,
Asking God, Why?!?!!??
But answer can't be found every time,
It may bring some senses
If answer is found.

Nevertheless, Good day or Bad day,
It's still a day to go through,
The question is,
Is Your Day Meaningful Each Day?

No matter how bright or dark or gloomy your day is

Always remember

He will shine everyday in Your Life

and He will make it meaningful

For His Glory.

Making a Difference

Easy to say than taking action!

hmm... it's never easy to make a difference in our life's.

So much determination is needed, prayer, strength, mind, soul.... and so many more!!!

When facing with difficulties while striving in making a difference, it's so hard to stand up for it.

Guess i'll just have to start all over again and do my best again.

Wash wash wash!!! and start a new day a fresh!!

Today is today,

Tomorrow is tomorrow,

But each day

is a day to create

a future for yourself

and for others

and for your love ones

and for God.

He who boasts let him boast in the name of the Lord.

Let's strive for changes in our life.

For the benefit of God

For people around you

For yourself.

Taking up every challenges in life.

Never give up!

Track

 A track has no end.. You can keep running round and round and round and it wont reach an end unless you are in a competition.. Your run may be purposeful or purposeless.. It depends on how much purpose you want to put in this run..

Do you want to run for a purpose?

Will you join a purposeless run?

I believe you won't. No matter what race you join, you are there for a purpose. Either for the prize, for a girl you want to see (=D), for fun, for enjoyment or many more purpose.

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In Christianity, our run, our race has only one Purpose. That is for Him. And the prize is only one prize we are aiming for, that is a crown that will last forever.

Are you ready to run this race until you leave this world?

Finish what you start, and end it with pride for Him.

Let's finish it and be joyful when we reach it!!

God Bless.

1 Corinthians 9 : 24-27

God > Blessings

Today, as Rev.Yong preach. I've come to realized one thing.

Why do I choose to believe in God?

Is it for the Blessings that He gave me or purely because I Love Him?

What is the whole point of following Jesus?

Am I giving it all to God to hold it? or do I hinder something or grab something back?

Guess all this question lead to my walk and my faith in Him. =) As I learn this, i believe it will take me to another step of faith.

Luke 9 : 23

" Then he said to them all: ' If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.' "

Well, I believe it's essential that we always keep check of our heart and our walk on whether are we really giving it all to God? Surrendering it all? Sometimes, we tend to hold back something, so it's good to always do reflection and ask for forgiveness if there is anything that we hold back.

God purely want your heart which is a heart after Him and not because of His blessings and miracles.

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    |   Checking time!!       |

    |   Reflection time!!      |

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Remember, He loves You

C=

Taking the Xtra Mile

Recently, i feel like im becoming like an old man =.= been lazy to go out at night. but energetic to go jogging early in the morning.. huh!!!! Oh mama!! Hope i'm not tat old.. haha..

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It's time for me to take the step to go forward. I don't know how and why, but i think i should be giving my best in all i do from now on.. It might not seems easy, but guess is the way of life right?? haha.. May God Bless me..

Things changes very fast but at a pace so do like Nature. Sun rise and set at a pace. The earth rotate at a pace. Friendship happen at a pace. Relationship happen at a pace (whichever relationship you can think of). But the most important thing is to feel grateful and appreciate everything that happens in your own life.


I've learn one thing today which is :

Don't only like what we like to see, but also remember to like what we don't like to see for it is not us to judge, but to remember all of us are the same and remember that we are to love everyone =)

Sun rises and sun sets down.

It has its own special time =)

and its own beauty.

Flowers, leafs, trees.

Once I was a beautiful young, grown nature,

but after some time I wither

but I'm still beautiful 

from the inside out and

once was beautiful in your eyes.

No matter how much we dislike something, everything is beautiful in His eyes.

No matter how much we dislike something, everything is His creation.

No matter how much things seems wrong, His way will always prevail.

Change change change

learn learn learn........

MORE MORE MORE!!

Moment of Silent

Dono why.. whenever night comes, i just love to on my little lamp.. it makes me feel so peaceful.. love it so much =D

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Today, has been quite a quiet day for me.. I don feel like talking, nor communicating.. Maybe because i don feel so well or maybe because my mouth isn't hardworking enough to talk.. Just feel like having a Sabbath day for Him.. Guess i'll do it on independence day!! =) Gonna be a special Independence day then.. hehe..

Everyone has life's to go through.. Different carrier, different places to stay.. One day, guess meeting up is almost impossible.. but of coz it's possible.. It's sad to think of it that im going to graduate in 8 months time and don't know where am I heading to and don't know how am I going to see all of you again.. Hmm.. This shall be my prayer =D

No matter what it is, I'll remember.. remember all of you.. and hope for the Best from God to You.

Time to initiate plan! =)

God Bless.

Even Though

Been in KL for 3 days.. I couldn't say much about KL except for it's hecticness, busy lifestyle, modern lifestyle? and many hons, cars and motorist.. haha.. However, thats not the point of everything.. It's a much meaningful time for me and it reminds me of my past..

Even though
1. Spend only 3 days
2. Took little picture
3. Couldn't spend much time with all of you
4. Unable to see all of you
5. It's been ages since we met
6. We are far apart
7. Living in different lifestyle
8. Work different area / places

But
1. The memory of togetherness will never be forgotten
2. The care and love for each other will always remain
3. The crazyness and disgusting thing we did will always be remembered!!

And..... ah.. too many.. hehe.. But I will always keep you all in prayer.. and I will miss you guys! Love you guys! =) Im not gay by the way but I'm GAY!!

I hope we could have a lot of those epic and old pictures of us now.. but this is what i can get... only the latest 1.. Hope we can continue be connected in many ways and also hope that one day we will have reunion no matter how..

Even though we hardly see each other, but i believe God will always keep us close..
Even though we are not that close like last time, but i believe God will always keep the bond in our heart.
Even though sometimes the bond in our heart isn't strong, but i believe God will bring us together one day to rebond us and to keep us tight and close in His arms and togetherness like how it use to be.

My life wouldn't be like how it is to be now if I never meet you guys.. =)
Sorry for any wrong i did in the past (if got any.. xD)

I love you guys!

By the way

OUR CG ROCKS!!!!!!! =)

Perfection

Imperfection list
1. Not good in singing
2. Not good in talking
3. Not good in playing instruments
4. Not good in hearing chords
5. Not good in studies
6. Not good in sports
7. Not good in working
8. Not good in doing all sort of stuffs.

What is good in me? =) I'm nothing but a human with imperfection. Talent? Haven't found yet. But through this imperfection makes me want to go on more to obtain what is imperfect to me for I believe to God is all perfect.

Jeremiah 17 : 9 - 10
" The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it? I the Lord search the heart and examine the mind, to reward man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve."

It's so true that we do not know what our heart think. It is just beyond something we cannot see. But through Faith (Hebrews 11 : 1) we are able to trust in it and keep moving. How to discern rushing and not rushing? Doing with heart and not with heart? His voice or our own voice? Well, i have no answer =) coz I'm still searching.

Answer = In Him alone. How to have all the answer when one cannot remain in Him for as long as he lives? Therefore, remain in Him. Maybe when you remain in Him you cannot find the answer, but I believe He has plans for you. Yes. He gives you wisdom to think. But the main thing to think by using Wisdom is God.

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom."

Wisdom = Fear Him. By fearing Him, meaning everything you do is for Him and with Him and knowing what He despise and what He find favor with. Be strong for Him!

Jeremiah 29 : 11 - 14

His plans is always for us. As long as we seek Him and find Him with our whole heart, we are able to find Him.

Everything comes back to the heart. Our tiny heart. Yet again is the most fragile organ that could affects us so much. Guard your heart! It's never easy, but never hard in Him.

God Bless =)

 I am who I am =)

What is God to you?

In life, sometimes things are hidden away from us. We can't really see. We sense, we observe, but it's not 100% correct. God are sometimes hidden away from us. Why? Mainly is because we fail to remain in Him so that He can remain in us.
 
Waking early every morning is great! i can say =) It gives me more time to spend with Him and meditate with Him and also to build relationship once again.. Fellowship with Him.. coz this is all He wants so that He can remain in me and I in Him.

Today, when i have a little prayer with Him, i ask myself, what is You to me? I realize He is a Guardian to me. It's like in the movie. He is always there to protect me, save me, rescue me when my pride comes, boastfulness comes, when i sin..

He loves us so much that it can contain us til the very end. Love? Relationship? Friends? Life? Let Him take hold of it. If we love Him, we believe it will happen but not to say don't do anything, but let Him do for you. I can't discern the way for you coz every individual has their own way =) Therefore, let's remain in Him.

When Christ dies on the cross for us, is it significant to you? True love.

What is Him to You? Everyone has their own personal name for God. 

1 Corinthians 13 : 1 - 13.

Understand this verses for it is the greatest of all =)

Find your way in Him, and He will make it straight for You.

Love = Believe.

Meteor Fall

Today I woke up at 3.30am because of some inspiration that pass through my mind by using "Touch n Go". Then I was wondering, why did this woke me up.. With no doubt, i straight away reach my lappy and start to type it out.. After typing it, I cannot sleep already.. haha.. wat a day for me.. Then, i heard about meteor that will happen today itself (early early morning). So, around 5.30am (is quite late to see already), i cycle out to the road that leads to the Duckfarm hoping to see 1 or 2 of meteor falls..

Well, to be honest, i don't know i saw it or not.. Just saw some flashy line pass by like 10min once? haha.. but then, i do enjoy the early breeze out there.. even though it's dark, but the cool air calms me down a lot and it's very quiet there since everyone asleep.. except for me.. hehehe...

If what i see is meteor, I'm glad.. but even though is not, I'm happy also to think that i saw it.. But, i found something much better.. a life that pleases God.. I never see Him before, but I'm happy to think that I seen Him by Faith.. Although there are times I might not see Him, which makes me drought, dry, but i have to keep on remember of His Love and Faithfulness and also to remind myself that He knows everything..

How to know is His voice? Only we ourselves can identify.. =) Let's build a relationship that no one can breaks and that pleases Him.. For He create us for His purpose and because of Him, we have life to move on..

Leafs

Leafs are something very beautiful to see.. It can be green, brown, red, yellow and many more color.. It also withered as season comes, and also grow when season comes..

Life is like leafs.. Sometimes, it can be green, it can be brown, it can be red, it can be yellow, or even dried up leafs..

Recently, there are ups and downs in my life.. It's normal right? =D But today it's been hard for me.. I don't know what I'm thinking, don't know where I am heading.. It seem lost to me.. Lost in His love? or Lost in this world? Well, i just feel so dry up.. Michael says even how dry you are God will still use you.. I believe it too.. But i feel so suffering going through this.. I really hope one day, just one day, i could find the answer which I don't know what Im searching for..

People ask, are you ok? I don't know how to answer.. haha.. I seem lost.. Why? adui!!! Kelvin Wong Zhi Xiong!!

Today as I jog, i thought of Casting Crown song "Who Am I" that He want to die for, He want to save, He want to nurture..

Come back to reality.. Who Am I that He place me here? Place me in CF? Place me among my Friends?


* Struggling Struggling *

Guess it's my turn now.

How my leafs go through will determine how my leafs grow. The vine will always grow further than the leafs. How about yours? =) Are you putting up effort to grow a good leafs? Are you letting your Gardener to give u a hand to grow?

 Proverbs 3 : 3 

"Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart."

Let's pray for one another to grow.

Thanks!

Whew, after 2 / 3 days of vacation in Cameron, it has been a refreshing time for all of us thou tired but enjoyed! =)

Before we actually go to Cameron, there are minor things that happen. Kao Meng feet, Florence sick, Jensen shoulder injury, me? met accident in utar.. But, the journey still on! and I believe all of us enjoy it a lot. Thou many traffic jams, but it's a great day and a great moment to remember. =)

While we were there, Derk fall sick. Haha. It  is worrying at first but after that, it is like a joke to us.. but we will never forget that moment.. Derk, He's the MAN! Yeah!and also i think we are all confused on the sexuality of Derk whether he is a male or female..=D haha.. Even though he can't enjoy much with us on Saturday night and Renjie too (coz she take care of Derk), but I believe through all this, God has create something great in us.. God has given us something special to remember.. And i hope it doesn't just remain in Cameron but always be in our heart.. =) haha.. i will always remember it!

For some of us, we have 9months more to go in our Uni life and well, i enjoyed this very moment and i hope all of us do and are able to leave a legacy behind =) i hope all of us who are graduating soon are able to keep up the good work and also continue to grow together.. 9 months more =(

Life sometimes can be dark and sometimes can be bright / light.. It all depends on how we look at it.. No matter how dark it is, there is always light inside of us.. There is always color inside of us to color our day, to brighten up our life..


Create your own color life with Him.. Be natural in everything u do and always remember God Loves You..
Live life to the fullest of Him.. 


Love you all! =) Let's have another trip somewhere else!! hehehe..

Injuries

I'm injured!!! Plaster plaster~ Medic Medic!!!


Life.. it's a fragile thing right? It can easily get injured and it's hard to heal.. Why does people have to suffer in life? Greatest suffering is not no money or poor, but is the hurting heart which contains life. It's always easy to get hurt and never easy to get healed. What's the use of the heart if it cannot bring happyness to that person?

When injured, it will heal. Small cut heal faster, deep cut heal slower. But, heart? Big or small, deep or shallow it still hurts a lot. How much it will heal? I don't know. It depends on how much one can forgone it and acknowledge the pain, the hurtfulness.

No one can ever understand the heart. Close friends can never understand, self alone can never understand but He understands it. How much are we willing to let Him reveal it to us? to heal us? It all depends on ourselves. He is always there, but do we know about it?

Heart. It's a greatest things that we have to live a life, to love, to be joyful with. No matter how much someone hurts you, your heart will always feel it. Your heart is Jesus. He will always feel it, He will always cry with yo, He will always stand up for you so that when you fall, you can lean on Him, He will always stay by your side. How much can your friend or people around hurt you is lesser than how much He can love you.

Going through difficulties is never easy, but once you go through it with gladness in heart, the joy is complete. Forgive is not easy, love again is not easy, trust again is not easy. It is possible in you to do it but in Him all is possible. Lean on Him. Pray. I believe it's not easy, but i believe He is always there to remind us on how much we can rely on Him to care for the things around us.

Don't expect so much but live a simple and joyful life and slowly take a step to move forward but always remember to meditate on His word for His word is a living word. I always believe that. No matter how many times, surround has failed me, always believe that He is there to help me. Faith? I don't know. I just know He is true. He is always true in my heart.

Matthew 11 : 28 - 30

" Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

How much do we believe in this verse? Only you know your lovely heart. Our heart is fragile, but Our Heart (His heart) is always strong. Last time, my pastor tell us, accept and receive Him into your heart. I never know what it really meant, i thought is just receiving but now when i write this blog, i know the meaning. It's not only receive, but letting Him to be your heart which He understands.

Don't lose Hope in Life. He is Hope

Run Run Run!!

The run begins~ Bang Bang Bang! (well, no use gun actually) xD

And it ends!! How does it end?

Jia You!!! YEAH!!!

YES!!!

Run Kid Run!!'

Cannot smile~ he needs MILO!

Go Uncle!! i love him.. =)

GOGOGO!! Almost there

Hehehe..Laughter~

Greedy~want more cert!

Medalist~

And most of all.. The Friends =)

Sometimes, people cannot just stay inside where they are.. they just have to get out and see other things.. If you are sad, being negative.. go and be among the positives.. be among the happy ones.. and you will get happy too..

Joining this run really excites me a lot!! Don't you think so?? hehehe.. it's fun.. it's exciting and seeing everyone running with their might (not all..some talk only haha..) it's so joyful to see them.. I met a kid with his younger brother.. I guess the younger brother is like 3-4 years old and the older 6-7years old.. I was so happy to see them running too.. and the older brother keep encouraging the young one and taking care of him..

I think life has to be like tat.. Caring for each other and encouraging each other.. old or young, we are all one family.. 1 malaysia? NO! 1 world, 1 nation.. Don feel sad of life (even though sometimes u felt it). Overcome it.. This is just a part of life.. but look beyond it of how joyful life can be.. Maybe you cant see it when you are so down.. Get someone who can see it and guide you.. Someone whom you trust.. but don't forget! 

Seek Him first.. and He shall provides you someone which you need..

Ask and it shall be given, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be open =)

The RUN is still on! and it never ends.. Keep moving and keep finishing it and join more and run more and practice more.. =)

God bless You all.

-Thanks-

Father and Son

A father who always say Yes! to the son.

And he alone has cancer but he is willing to sacrifice for his son.

I've always miss father love to a son. Last time when I'm younger, my father use to bring me around. Run together, Jog together, Play together. I really miss that moment and every time I watch movie which has connection with father, i will surely pour out with tears.

Some times i admire other people's father and I wish my dad could be like that. But then, as i reflect what i think, i feel so grateful for my dad and my family. He might not be the perfect one but he is always great in my heart.

Dad, and I love you.

Mom, thanks for helping us throughout the difficulties and thanks for enduring and persevere so long. I love you Mummy! And, I'm sorry for any wrong doing. I'm sorry. I love you.

God, thank you so much for helping my family and thank you so so so much for bringing my family back again and I pray that You will continue to watch over them and protect them. Guard our hearts and keep us peaceful. Thank you Lord.

I will always cherish the moment we have happy times together and also sad times. No matter how much some times it hurts me, i know it's because you all love us and something that we have to learn.

Exodus 20 : 12

" Honor your father and mother."