Happyness

Today I feel so happy :D really really happy and joyful feeling in me.. indescribable.. haha.. is it because I'm beginning to see the big picture of God's plan in me? I feel GOOD!!..haha.. It's like, every burden is being lifted by God's glorious hand..

Matthew 11 : 29 - 30

"Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

So, this is something I felt huh?? haha.. Reflecting everything and learn from it (by surrendering to God) makes me feel so light and easy.. I can Float and Soar ~ weee~ *floating here and there* float float~

Today, I'm being approached by someone.. as we talk, it makes me reflect and I had nothing against it or hatred in it.. but Love and Grace which is from God is in me as I learned from it.. Special Person!! =) If you ever read it, my Odyssey has just begun again.. Thanks to that special person who has always look after since the beginning.. Thanks!

It's such a relieved from all of it.. Thank you, My Guardian =)

Ever watch this movie?? It's a good movie =)

I had Pursuit my own happyness to continue to live for Him..
Future, I'll just let Him decide..
Present, I'll do what I can in my current Life and carve a legacy together with Him..

How about you?? Have you pursuit your happyness?? Are you continuing your Odyssey for God??


Hope + Faith + Love

Are You Ready??

Are you ready for ur exams?

Are you ready in winning UTAR for Christ?

Are you ready to live a life as an ambassador of Christ?

Are you ready to serve Him with full commitment?

Are you ready to be even more responsible in taking up the task?

Are you ready to sacrifice to follow Him?

Are you ready to take up the cross and deny yourself to follow Him?

Are you ready to walk this road?

It's not easy to be ready in doing what is right and living a life for Him.. but then, it's a challenged for all of us to be ready and prepare to face what is ahead of us (facing the giants)..

People of the world, Can i encouraged each and everyone of you and challenge each and everyone of you to be ready and prepare to make a difference in your life?

Philippians 4 : 13 " I can do everything through Him who gives me strength."

Rely on Him to change..You take the step and He will guide you with His strength.

Committee of Christian Fellowship.. are you ready to make a difference in your life before you can make a difference in other people life? My challenge from me to you..and it is also a challenge for myself.. Let's grow together in Christ and not rely on our own understanding but on His.

It will be hard and tough to go through all this.. But it's a challenge..

I believe you know much about this story..  Even with family, they are able to do it.. Even with love ones, they are able to do it.. Even with only themselves, they are able to do it..

Why can't we?

 The world need God and who will God work in? Us..

I am ready, are you ready?

Bapa Yang Kekal

Today, i'd made another decision to go jogging and this time with kao meng =) After 3 rounds, i stopped and go and sit at the usual place i sit to talk with my Father.. And i feel amazed of how He talk to me and how He make me feel comfortable and relieved from all the lifeless form i have in me for the past few days.. Nothing can describe Him..

Recently, I've been hearing this song Bapa Yang Kekal and it makes me ponder upon my own father.. no matter what had happen, i still love my dad as he is and hope that one day he can know the Father i know..

Although my family is not like other family who don't have this issue that i'm facing now..but i am glad that God place me in this family.. i really love my family..I know that my Father is watching over my family and has never stopped watching.. I might not be able to have "perfect family", but in me, my family is made perfect by God..

Thank you, God.. I love You, Father.. I love You, Dad..

KASIH YANG SEMPURNA

TELAH KU T'RIMA DARI MU

BUKAN KAR'NA KEBAIKANKU

HANYA OLEH KASIH KARUNIA-MU

KAU PULIHKAN AKU, LAYAKKANKU

TUK DAPAT MEMANGGIL-MU BAPA

KAU B'RI YANG KUPINTA

SAAT KUMENCARI, KUMENDAPATKAN

KUKETUK PINTU-MU DAN KAU BUKAKAN

S'BAB KAU BAPAKU, BAPA YANG KEKAL

TAK KAN KAU BIARKAN

AKU MELANGKAH HANYA SENDIRIAN

KAU SELALU ADA BAGIKU

S'BAB KAU BAPAKU, BAPA YANG KEKAL

Appreciate what You have =)

Trip Trip =)

Last week end was 1 of the best i had =) But also 1 of the worst i had..Im BROKE!! hahaha..bought too many things and eat too much..lol =D but then, it's fun thou..hehehe.. After all those day, it's time to move on a new life i had found in Him...

Last week, i come to realize many things..

I realize God always prepare me very very fast..so fast lo!!! i want to ask..why so fast, God?? hahaha.. He has His way i know..hahaha

I also realize 1 of the greatest love among Brother and Sister in Christ.. that is care and love for each other without intention of getting closer to a BG relationship..

I believe there are more to come from Him in teaching me..hahaha..

Looking at them make my heart go warm =)

I'm so happy for my brother and my DAI SOU!! hehehe

Soon i believe..hohoho.. 

All my Blessings and Prayer are on You, Koko and Ai Hua =)

Hehehe..me and Dai Sou go find engagement ring..

But is not my Brother and Her engage..

Her friends..hahaha..

Koko!! When are u going to get married??

I want to be the best man..hehehe

I learn so much about ring that time..thx to Jordan From Gold Heart..

=) Sweetness~

Then, at night My lovely housemate CHANG EN!! haha

I went to his house to watch football 

and eat his favourite Frankie's Pizza!!

Nice moment =)

Thx u!!

Then Sunday i follow my brother with his churchmates to Papa Pizza

Pizza again =.=!! 

We had like 8pizza, 6plates of chicken wings

1 bowl of salad and 4 plates of garlic bread!!

Yeah..i ate a lot of pizza lately..haha..No more Pizza!!

I'm scare of pizza!!!

had a wonderful chat with all of them =)

Then at night me, ren jie and chang en came to this Bulgarian Restaurant

Well, Environment is NICE!!

FOOD is "NICE"!!!

hahaha..

but we had a wonderful moment..

it's cool..hahaha

ahh~~ how lovely..hehehehe =D

I seriously like the environment..it's so warm and romantic..

hahaha..

The outer part of the restaurant..cool right..haha

Price also cool..hahaha

Looking at all this really make me feel happy and warm.. It's wonderful and beautiful..haha..i wish we could have more time to enjoy all this moment..

Looking at my brother and ai hua.. i wonder when will it be my time (although in my heart i know it wont happen)?? hahaha.. but i think i've more to learn and much to do before i get into 1.. and i think i will remain single!! hehehe..  til God strikes me powerfully..lol.. but i believe and am assured of my position now.. i shall live for Him =)

Believe that He will prepare me..no matter single or double i'm ready to be used.. Send me~ =)

i like this pic =) it shows another part of my life.. and this part of my life i will live it for God..

God Bless You all!! =)

The Little Beam of Light

John 15 : 1 - 8

"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself ; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me."

I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples."

Today, I realize that we are not the one who should ask God to attach Himself to us, but we ask God to reattach our life into Him..

We are to have total dependence in Christ alone and to come to senses that we are just branches who can't do anything without the Vine.. When we are using our own dependence, it's easily to dried up inwardly even though you look great outwardly..

I've been experience this for my past 1 year plus in Kampar.. And this has really struck me on what my life is when i reflect on my past.. It has really been a moment of darkness for me and a little beam of light is in my heart..

This little beam of light has been following me throughout my life even though i forsaken it.. 

This little beam of light has been cautiously reminding me of what i should do but i rejected it 

This little beam of light has been trying to grab hold of me from falling but i couldn't care much

This little beam of light has been guiding me but i ignore it..

This little beam of light which i couldn't even remember to look for in prayer has still remain Faithful in me

This little beam of light's name i cannot remember even when i fall

This little beam of light is called Jesus!! He has constantly reminding me, Kelvin "You are not attach to me, come back to me for I never forsake you nor leave you."

Being lost in darkness for 1 year plus has been long for me.. but Jesus still remain faithful til the end to bring me back into His arms again.. Rebuilding my life now wasn't easy as I look at others that their life is getting better while I'd just begin my odyssey for God.. But, because of this rebuilding, i found the faith i used to have, i found the love which i feel before, i found the joy and laughter which has fly away from me, i found Him as my Vine once more.. And i believe i have more to find again in my life..

I hope that one day, this little beam of light in me can grow to be a gigantic beam of light in my life as i rebuild my life in Him..

My Father is the gardener, and I am the Vine, you are the branches

Faith

I went jogging again early in the morning..Recently keep waking up at 4am..As if I were Jesus who wake up early to go and pray..But i wake up early to jog and calming down myself with God =D Recently there has been tough path in my life where i have to make an important decision..

Being lost in all this doesn't assured me of what path i should take..But, because of all this jogging, God has remind me of many things that I promised and He promised.. He says, "Never will I forsake you, nor leave you." and i believe so.. And i myself has promised to serve Him the moment i reach Kampar.. And i shall re-do from the start again..

2 Corinthians 5 : 17 says, " Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation: the old has gone, the new  has come!"

I might feel empty some of the days..

I might not feel joy on the day itself

I might not feel peace in me some times

I might not feel good..

But,

I will make myself joyful with God

I will make myself peaceful for He is my Peace

I will do His will

I will feel good when I do His will

He will make my cup fill with fillings that never end

I walked by faith

Each step by faith

To live by faith

I put my trust in Him.

I will never forget the moment He says, 
"I'm your Covenant." 
"I'm your Guidance."
"I'm your Father."
"I am who I am to you."

I will strike for Him when His time comes!!!

Passion

I've begin to wonder whether I am serving for His sake or just because for another reason..

As I look back at my past, i realize im not the same like last time.. There are so many things now that hinder me from serving Him faithfully and passionately..

This is me before i come to kampar =)

During my Form 6

Ahh~~ I miss this time..we joined competition in basketball

and that's when we practice almost everyday.. And WE WON =)

Our team name is SWT = Sure Win Team =D

Diocese Sabah Camp in KK..Miss those moment

My waterfall kaki?? haha =D

An enjoyable moment where we are too free

and tat's when the passion to go waterfall

And of this pic, i remember we went to help in

Children camp in my home church..Miss that moment bro!!

Part of my church =)

This building we called HOPE

Back part~

He challenge me to eat the ENO powder without water

And in the end i vomit..haha..=D stupid gang

Miss them a lot

Well~ don be surprise..These are my CG leaders..

Hahaha..Funny yet great friends!!
From the left~ ROY Chiew = Mother
From the right ~ Kim LOONG = Father
=D

Church outing at the beach in Tinagat =D

Wonderful moment~

Hahahaha..we all went down to the mud place

and played..haha..You know, we look like

Sabah orang asli soldier =D

This is me before i came here... If at that moment, i'd never question my passion in serving God.. But now, i do ask why am I doing all this?? For whose sake?? For whose Glory?? 

I also do miss the moment when i have all my laughter with me where i bring joy to the people around me..Now, it's just so different.. I hope that one day, God will reveal His mighty plan for me and bring back part of me to serve God and serve God's people..

This is the very moment where i know I'm serving for His purpose.. and all the laughter inside..It brings joy to people around..the craziness we did.. the sketch where Joshua create..The worship part..The singing part.. The refreshment part.. The wonderful moment~

 This is also 1 of the moment i felt God assurance in me

And i'd always want to do all this..

Now, I hope to find my passion once again.. Not just normal passion but a passion that never dies..A passion that can impress God and not others.. A passion that will be able to serve to the fullest of God.. A passion which i know of.. A passion where i realize my life is different from last time.. A passion which won't died down when past haunt me.. A passion which won't fail God and most of all is..

A passion where when people ask, Why are you doing all this?? Based on what you are doing this??
And I answered," I'm doing all this not based on facts from the bible but based on my Faith, my Hope, my Trust and most of all based on the Love, He, My Creator has shown to me throughout my life!"

A PASSION Where Has no Boundaris For Him No Matter In Any Area Of My Life!!

Morning

It's another morning where I can't sleep much =) But I praise God for it.. Even though I don't get enough sleep but each time when i wake up, i feel so energetic and it makes me ponder on God more and more.. And this inspire me more =D

Today, i went jogging in the garden and i feel so happy that i am able to do it.. Everytime i jog, I can feel God presence and nature has also been the reason why I jog.. Each day, the sky is being formed differently by the Creator and each day it's beautiful beyond description.. I know, nature again..haha..But I LOVE IT!! =D

I love morning.. the park is not full with people and there are few kamparians aunties and uncles and each time we pass by each other, greetings is there between me and them =D Good morning i speak (in canto) to them and they reply with the same word or with a smile.. It's so wonderful =) i hope that everyone in this world could do that to everyone for all of us are not strangers.. Whats more that the uncle and auntie around need more love too because their sons and daughters are away..

We should demonstrate love to each other more..Why? Because God loves us and we love God..

Romans 5 : 8 "But God demonstrates His own love for us in this : While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."

It's not easy but then, it's also the matter of how much we tried to love one another as a body of Christ.. Christians or non-Christians.. All are God creations, All are God creations, All are God creations.. Even though we are sinners, we do sin a lot each day, but because of God's love, we are forgiven.. Therefore, we are to not dwell on the sins we does but learn from it through the awareness of the Holy Spirit in us so that we are not to fall but to stand up for Him..

1 John 4 : 7 - 8 "Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love."

Let us learn how to show LOVE to the world =)