Dream

I've been dreaming much lately til it make me sleepless.. I've been wondering to God why He put me into all this dream and not letting me rest well.. I hardly can rest well recently..

Past few weeks, I've been dreaming of my past.. All the past which strangled me a lot seems so hard to overcome.. But as time pass, i see how God has work in my life.. Last week i dream of my past relationship

This week it's been different dream..can say 23/3/2010 precisely..haha.. This time i've been dreaming of one of my past which haunt me for 6 years before everything changed. That is gaming.. Now, whenever i think back, why i play game? is it so fun til it can light up my life? can i learn something from it? i don't think so if u ask me now.. i could have done more in His ministries then just gaming.. I could have care and love more for my friends besides me if i never get hook by games.. I could have study more and improve myself in many areas.. One word! Games don't bring future but God bring future..


I wonder will i dream more of my past again?

But i do believe what i dream now is something i need to ask for forgiveness from the Lord which is Lord over my life.. I will look it as a dream that can change my life forever in Him alone.. It has all been the past, i wonder if i can look or dream to the future that He want to give me



Well, i will always look forward even though have to suffer some sleepless night in the end.. But i believe God is working in me right now to bring everything back.. Now, i really hope my calendar of life can be given unto Him to look after.. and not me holding it back =)

God bless you all! and my frens~ and family~ and everyone in this world~