Injuries

I'm injured!!! Plaster plaster~ Medic Medic!!!


Life.. it's a fragile thing right? It can easily get injured and it's hard to heal.. Why does people have to suffer in life? Greatest suffering is not no money or poor, but is the hurting heart which contains life. It's always easy to get hurt and never easy to get healed. What's the use of the heart if it cannot bring happyness to that person?

When injured, it will heal. Small cut heal faster, deep cut heal slower. But, heart? Big or small, deep or shallow it still hurts a lot. How much it will heal? I don't know. It depends on how much one can forgone it and acknowledge the pain, the hurtfulness.

No one can ever understand the heart. Close friends can never understand, self alone can never understand but He understands it. How much are we willing to let Him reveal it to us? to heal us? It all depends on ourselves. He is always there, but do we know about it?

Heart. It's a greatest things that we have to live a life, to love, to be joyful with. No matter how much someone hurts you, your heart will always feel it. Your heart is Jesus. He will always feel it, He will always cry with yo, He will always stand up for you so that when you fall, you can lean on Him, He will always stay by your side. How much can your friend or people around hurt you is lesser than how much He can love you.

Going through difficulties is never easy, but once you go through it with gladness in heart, the joy is complete. Forgive is not easy, love again is not easy, trust again is not easy. It is possible in you to do it but in Him all is possible. Lean on Him. Pray. I believe it's not easy, but i believe He is always there to remind us on how much we can rely on Him to care for the things around us.

Don't expect so much but live a simple and joyful life and slowly take a step to move forward but always remember to meditate on His word for His word is a living word. I always believe that. No matter how many times, surround has failed me, always believe that He is there to help me. Faith? I don't know. I just know He is true. He is always true in my heart.

Matthew 11 : 28 - 30

" Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

How much do we believe in this verse? Only you know your lovely heart. Our heart is fragile, but Our Heart (His heart) is always strong. Last time, my pastor tell us, accept and receive Him into your heart. I never know what it really meant, i thought is just receiving but now when i write this blog, i know the meaning. It's not only receive, but letting Him to be your heart which He understands.

Don't lose Hope in Life. He is Hope

Run Run Run!!

The run begins~ Bang Bang Bang! (well, no use gun actually) xD

And it ends!! How does it end?

Jia You!!! YEAH!!!

YES!!!

Run Kid Run!!'

Cannot smile~ he needs MILO!

Go Uncle!! i love him.. =)

GOGOGO!! Almost there

Hehehe..Laughter~

Greedy~want more cert!

Medalist~

And most of all.. The Friends =)

Sometimes, people cannot just stay inside where they are.. they just have to get out and see other things.. If you are sad, being negative.. go and be among the positives.. be among the happy ones.. and you will get happy too..

Joining this run really excites me a lot!! Don't you think so?? hehehe.. it's fun.. it's exciting and seeing everyone running with their might (not all..some talk only haha..) it's so joyful to see them.. I met a kid with his younger brother.. I guess the younger brother is like 3-4 years old and the older 6-7years old.. I was so happy to see them running too.. and the older brother keep encouraging the young one and taking care of him..

I think life has to be like tat.. Caring for each other and encouraging each other.. old or young, we are all one family.. 1 malaysia? NO! 1 world, 1 nation.. Don feel sad of life (even though sometimes u felt it). Overcome it.. This is just a part of life.. but look beyond it of how joyful life can be.. Maybe you cant see it when you are so down.. Get someone who can see it and guide you.. Someone whom you trust.. but don't forget! 

Seek Him first.. and He shall provides you someone which you need..

Ask and it shall be given, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be open =)

The RUN is still on! and it never ends.. Keep moving and keep finishing it and join more and run more and practice more.. =)

God bless You all.

-Thanks-

Father and Son

A father who always say Yes! to the son.

And he alone has cancer but he is willing to sacrifice for his son.

I've always miss father love to a son. Last time when I'm younger, my father use to bring me around. Run together, Jog together, Play together. I really miss that moment and every time I watch movie which has connection with father, i will surely pour out with tears.

Some times i admire other people's father and I wish my dad could be like that. But then, as i reflect what i think, i feel so grateful for my dad and my family. He might not be the perfect one but he is always great in my heart.

Dad, and I love you.

Mom, thanks for helping us throughout the difficulties and thanks for enduring and persevere so long. I love you Mummy! And, I'm sorry for any wrong doing. I'm sorry. I love you.

God, thank you so much for helping my family and thank you so so so much for bringing my family back again and I pray that You will continue to watch over them and protect them. Guard our hearts and keep us peaceful. Thank you Lord.

I will always cherish the moment we have happy times together and also sad times. No matter how much some times it hurts me, i know it's because you all love us and something that we have to learn.

Exodus 20 : 12

" Honor your father and mother."

Struggling period =/

God says to Moses
" I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt."

Moses replied
" Who am I, that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?"

God replied again
" I will be with you. And this will be the sign to you that it is I who have sent you : When you brought the people out of Egypt you will worship God on this mountain. "

Moses replied
" Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ' The God of your fathers has sent me to you,' and they ask me, ' What is his name?' Then what shall I tell them?"

God replied
" I AM WHO I AM. I Am has sent me to you."

And so the story goes on.......................

Moses had his struggling period in leading the Israelites and the number are more than the number we had in CF or church or any organization. But then, he is still able. Why?

1. Relationship with God
- he is able to have communication with God where he know what God wants him to do.
- God call him to lead the people and when he lead he felt so tired and frustrated (even Jesus felt the frustration on the people and His disciples) but he is able to withstand it and stand up again.
- God said that He want to give up on the people for their rebellious act but Moses pleaded to God to forgive them.

2. I can't think of any.. Why? Because relationship says everything.

It's not easy to overcome these struggles in me. I always think, am I even worthy to lead? I know He is Love, He forgives, but then it still come back to me whether i am able to forgive myself. It's never easy. Never easy.

I will say i moved on. I'm able to convinced myself. How long can it take me? In the end, it comes back again the thought of whether I'm worthy in saying, giving advice, teaching and also leading.

There are many out there with much better history than me, Why me, Lord? Stupid question I know. But I still want to know. i still want to know.

I'm CONFUSED!!

I'm tired, I'm mentally malfunction!! Rusted brain!!! Maybe that's why i have short term memory now..kekeke..

The Right Purpose (Changing oneself)

One of my dad's project!!

I wonder if only my dad build houses for the poor, save the needy and teach them living skills (he is good in all this). How wonderful life can be. How beautiful it is. And I imagine if my dad will do this one day, i so so so hope that all my family can serve together and help them. Well, is just what i felt when  i think about it =)

You know, it is always easy to say I want to change and well if you have the determination you will surely do it. But how long can it last? How long does your determination can push you going forward? It comes to me today when I start to think of what's the reason or purpose for me to change my life? or change myself? What makes me moving forward?

Just to show people?

For Him?

For myself?

Or because of responsibilities?

Determination. Yes, it can bring you forward but how far can it go? how long can it last? I believe it has to come with Commitment and also The Right Purpose.But of course, it doesn't shows that if you have this you won't fall but by having these, you are able to push yourself up again and walk the race again. It's never gonna be easy but tell yourself :

I know what I am doing and I want to keep changing.

Change for the better and not for the worst. Many other people do need each other to encourage each other and be a light to each other.

Today, it just take 1 day which is today to destroy my determination in changing myself. Just ONE DAY!! And it won't take 1 day to just heal. Have to stand up again!! Zhi Xiong!! Stand up!! Yea, it is easier to say than done. But I will never give up. This Never Give Up word I'd learn since i was standard 6. And surely I will keep it with me always.

Mom, Dad, Koko, Hao Hao, Yong, Don't give up in life but use it to the fullest. No matter you are Christian or non-Christian, help others as 1 family. I love you all.

Looking at the picture (above)...

It is easier to walk and reach the bottom rather than climbing up. Which is the one we want to go for? bottom or up? I'll choose UP!! Take up the challenge and change yourself and even myself. Be someone that people will look up to and follow whatever good deeds you achieve.

Be the source of color that can color people's heart and people's life

God bless =)