Sin

I believe everyone know what sin is about. Some take sin lightly, some take sin heavily.

Is having sex before marriage a sin?

Is smoking a sin?

Is gambling a sin?

Is parking double parking and you know it a sin?
Is bullying your friend a sin?

Is looking lustfully at woman or man a sin?

I do not know which is sin or which is not, but I believe that the moment you are born, one has sin in him or herself that I also believe he or she realizes it because the law of the Lord is inside of them the moment they are created by Him. Whether they accept Him or not, the Law of the Lord is always abide in them.

Not to say sin is good, but I'm glad that God's law make me realize that I'm a sinner and I accept it. I use to think when I'm young, I don't sin so much, I don't do bad things and always do good. But as I grew up, I come to know that each and everyday, I'm sinning whether I realize it or don't realize it. I'm glad that I know because it teaches me to seek for His Grace, to seek for His forgiveness and to understands how He works in me. He doesn't see the good things I've done and then forgives me, but before I repented, He has forgiven me. Such is His Grace that is so much that a mere human cannot contain it.

Through this sinful nature in me, I learn so much about Him. His Grace, His Love, His Forgiving heart. No matter what life or past I've gone through, i leave it up to Him and move on from the mistakes I've done and learn from it.

Without going through 1 part of sin, I wouldn't understands how He works. Probably my head knows, but now my heart knows it as well.

I hope that everyone of you don't condemn yourself in this sin, but remember that Christ has died and be sacrificed to win over our death and sin. He loves you more than anything. Question may comes, but do not lean on that question so much. It's all about having Faith in God.

May you find His Grace that covers you all the day of your life. :)

Life?

What is life? Google can define it for you, Oxford Dictionary can define for you, wikipedia also has a definition for it.

But think of it, what is life to you? what are your definition of life?

This question came to me when I ponder upon life that I love to live for. Seeing everyone having all these beautiful cars, beautiful house, beautiful watch, house full of  good furnitures. It stirs my heart to yearn for all this but not long after that I realize or been rebuke by God, what is all this thing? Does it fills my heart and bring joy to me? Hmmm... I won't say all will feel this, but it's me.

I don't f ind joy in all these. When i think if i ever work in a secular world, my thoughts are success and money for all this good lovely things. So what for? I don't serve money that I need to work to earn more than a living and keep paying my loan until I retired or died. I don't serve success that I need to be one and look elegant in a suit.

I'm serving God, Father, Him and Him alone. If He wants me to be like such, I wouldn't say no but asking Him to humble me down from all these attitudes and know who is my Master. If His will is not for me to be such, I loved living a life for people. People who need care, people who need love, people who need to know what real life is all about, people who need the Lord to know Him, to see Him.

I really don't know what to say more, but think what life is all about to you? what makes you happy without seeking so hard for it but it comes from the Lord that fill your heart with joy and contentment?

Do not hesitate in any answer.

Be patience and always ponder upon it and in the same time look around you and see what is life to others and more important what is life to you? Be kind to yourself and seek. Remember, be kind to yourself.

May God lead you all of you in seeking a life that brings meaning to you. And if it is for you, remember it is also for God.